I do not long for immortal happiness in everlasting life;nor for the anointment of my soul by God in the afterlife...I just long for the fusion of my soul and my lover's in a very quick moment as we reach to the intensified peak of energy while our mind turns into frenzy hallucination as we rapidly approach the magnificent gloriousness of heaven in the sweetness of our kiss, and finally say, 'we have attained to Nirvana!